September 11, 2011

Ground Zero.

The Jews have their Holocaust industry, you have your 9/11 one.

I read a lot of your garbage - masculinity and 9/11, therapy and 9/11, unborn kids inheriting trauma and 9/11, love, forgiveness and peace and 9/11, Islamophobia and 9/11, conspiracy and 9/11, the new world order and 9/11, share your thoughts 10 years on from 9/11...

Oh it's 9/11, yeah 9 and 11 are part of calendar, they will keep repeating year in year out, so will you...9/11.

9/11 is the only thing that happened to numbed out America. Come to think of it, nothing else happened. Finally they are something important, they got a 9/11. I mean let's face it in two hundreds years of history if only one 9/11 happened, just shows a) how irrelevant you are and 2) very few actually give a fuck about you to carry some 9/11.

So I can really understand why you made it into such a big thing --you finally received some attention, you little ignorant narcissistic self seekers...

Besides, it was a good ploy to flex some of your muscles, the world had shelved you aside after Vietnam...but attention seekers you are.

You really like to believe that you are some big shit that rules the world...you can rule nothing except through force. You remind me of the neighborhood kid who bullies till he gets his way...you are pathetic bullies. All hot air, weapons, soldiers, muscles and nothing in your cabezas, in your heads...you scrape inside and there's nothing. ZERO.

A lot of brouhaha with machines guns, bombs and missiles ....Kill em'all...you say, in that ugly fucked nasal accent of yours...

And so people die all over...hundreds, thousands of them...and some did not even know what 9/11 was and others had nothing to do with it and some could not care less. This is how inconsequential you are. People just didn't know, care, about you. I wonder why ?

So like the good bully, you need to remind them...all puffed up, arrogant and vain, and Zero in the Cabezas, in the heads...

And millions of people were slaughtered since 9/11. Iraq was one of them. She had nothing to do with your twin towers. Who gives a fuck about twin towers when you have the tower of Babel, preceding your existence by thousands of years!

But no, you are always a hungry people, you hunger for everything...nothing fills you up. No amount of God, religion, food, sex, money, things, fill you up.

You tell yourself stories every night, you sing to yourselves lullabies made of denial...made of lies, made of films that you replay in your head...you invent jinns, ghosts, enemies to give yourself a raison d'ĂȘtre, a purpose...because you have no purpose, no aim and no goal...

You drift along, with the latest fad, with the latest self help book, with the latest celebrity, with the latest guru, with the latest whatever...you seek prophets and prophetesses to bring you out once and for all from your eternal spiritual numbness...

And a 9/11 happens. Finally you are a somebody, a something, you find purpose, you find meaning, you finally find a real issue around which you can construct your petty pitiful lives - you are finally envied, so you tell yourselves...

"They" are jealous and envy us...and your whole academia and experts gather to concoct yet another worthless theory of why sheep are envied. You are relieved. Finally, someone, somewhere gave you some recognition. You are a somebody.

Narcissism in its most perverted form, is better than nothing. So you rehash, repeat, and print T shirts, flags and souvenirs from a ground zero, always forgetting the Zero that inhabits you, always forgetting the Ground Zero inside of you.